Second First Breathe

I once slept, in dark and black
I once was dead, but now I'm back

I can kill, and yet I'm kind,
I see much, and yet I'm blind,

I am sickly, see me twitch,
I am beastly, scratch my itch,

hold me closely, hold me still,
my second first breathe,
is far too chill.

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3D was made and renderd in autocad 2002 in around 2 hours
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editing done in photoshop 7 in around 6-7 hours. the pic is about 45% dodge and burn brushing, which is kinda why it took so long to make, but i got what i wanted (a drawing type feel)
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poetry by me ,which is basically about resurrection through machinery.
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model is me (btw I'm male, i know i have an androgynous face)
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